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Wednesday, February 10, 2010
10:44 PM

HELLO!!


Apparently this is my 81st post.....
so im gonna make this long but absolutely honest.
I know sometimes i say mean stuff and hurt my/others feelings
Today I apologise whole-heartedly.So yes today started off gr8 if you ask me then Afiqa's phone call disturbs my peace.
But its okay.Not gonna mention who im talking about here but
I saw them too much today quite pissed of lah...but something tells
me i have to face reality on my own...Which is oooberly mean!
I think thats the message he is trying to let me know but i really dont like it !!!
i mean how is that possible will i really have no fairy tale?ok so to continue,
Im gravely upset considering my week ahead...
but my darling cousin is coming tomorow afternoon...
so i will have peace for a while...>>
Tomorow last day of the week...in school...no need to face the truth just for a while. Pls guys dont get the wrong idea i beg you

im not in love, just fell for my own dreams...

So yes I never told you im in school rite now...library....afiqa and aqil are working out GREAT ...My friend found her valentine...hee-hee!!I feel like ending this here and saying lovelove....but no i will continue just for a little while more...


Oh yes to the person i hurt today after school: im really sorry...i was just in one of my playful moods...and i apologise for that ok?
Okok....so bored now....20 more minutes i think for choir....
thats gonna be a shit load of crap///
The world will treat you so bad but you just gotta face it...
So yes should that be mie latest motto but then its of no use at all right now im really typing freaking fast wats wrong woth me man i think im slowly loosoing it..
and then in school its like im putting on a facade....fucking dumb you see
now all the bad words are coming....argh....
Im looking at a retard....
HAHA that made me feel better...
when there is a will there is a way...
I hope i can do well and stun the bloody world.
That will be to all the people who just dont know how to console heart-broken kids.. Crap man....so irritating cant people even remember simple things??
Toot....agn i made myself happy....no actually did not its the people around me....HEEHEE
some people are so different and unique..and they have their own way of doing absolutely amzing things...
And i thank the world evry day for them....
i mean i do it every night...
You should ask my bitch sister i even say it out loud....
here's how it goes...
"thank you world for this gr8 day and giving me 1 more day to change forgive my stupidity and dumbness"then i say good night and tell myself to sleep
I sleep really well...
I thank the world for not collapsing away so fast and giving people time to mend their ways...


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me

Hey im confused.
Mind giving me some time
Thanks i appreciate it

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